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Saturday, December 12, 2015

"Really Good ASMR"

It's kind of hard these days to find "really good ASMR", so for those of you who don't know, I've been making some ASMR for quite some time now and I've been told it's rather good and some of it is quite chilling, lol. I use high quality 3D Binaural sound. I also have tutorials on how to create sims objects and some windows tutorials in ASMR style. So, what are you waiting for?? Head on over to the ASMR area of my site and have a listen to my recordings. More to come soon! Enjoy!

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Monday, November 2, 2015

Irrational Behavior : Unhealthy Obsessions

Today's topic is unhealthy obsession. There are different forms of obsession....some are alright to a degree and do not impede on anyone per say, and those can actually be quite healthy and beneficial. Then there are the unhealthy ones, the ones which wreak havoc on life and relationships.

I'm pretty sure that I don't have to explain what an obsession is to you all. An example of a moderately healthy obsession would be say you fixate on walking in nature, that is good for your health, and no one can get enough walking. Another example would be bike riding, as long as you follow the safety rules you will be fine.

Now I'm not talking about obsessive compulsive disorder today, that is a different type of obsessiveness, though still highly irrational, that is not the topic because although it is relative, it's not my target topic for today but perhaps some other time I will discuss it.

People can become obsessed with virtually anything, from actions, to objects, to hobbies, and then the extreme to people. Now, when I say people, I'm not talking about the occasional interest and curiosities of certain famous people, of course one could become obsessed with a famous person, it happens a lot out there. Just because someone wonders a lot or thinks of a certain person semi regularly does not mean obsession, that is more along the lines of just general interest.

When it becomes an obsession is when one becomes fixated on that action, object, hobby, or person to the point where it consumes their daily life. The thoughts, wonderings, feelings, and behaviors remain on a more constant type level in a way that can be very unhealthy due to the mental and emotional stress it can cause to everyone involved. Not only harmful to the obsessed person but also very harmful to others around them, and if it is a person they have become obsessed with, it can especially become harmful to that person if the obsession then manifests into a smothering type of lingering presence and in some cases can become physical.

Signs a person is obsessed would be the obvious, the constant focusing on the object of their obsession. Though sometimes they can hide this to a degree from those they are around regularly, it is still ever present in their minds. They wake up thinking about it. The thoughts, feelings, and behaviors resulting from such flood their daily life, so even if they don't talk about it, it can become obvious that something is clearly wrong by the way they behave around others.

Example, you come into the room where the person with the obsession is, they might seem normal, but should you interrupt them from what they are doing which allows them to continue fixating, they may become irrational, verbally most likely, or perhaps behaviorally. Let's say they are on the computer, and you have plans with them to do something and you decide to approach them to remind them it's almost time to get ready to go....suddenly they have a change of heart and tell you that they can not leave, or just don't feel like going anymore. Now that might not sound too out of place, might not sound alarming or like anything is wrong, and in fact when someone has a serious obsession they can become downright good at hiding it and manipulation, or excuse making, to the point where those they love to not even see that there is even a problem.

You might be saying, well then how it that harmful? How about almost every time you have plans, or an appointment, or something you need to do which includes that person, they suddenly seem to almost always have some excuse or some reason, and then if you question them on it, they become very moody and accusatory? Then what happens is it escalates into an argument and sometimes results in that person physically assaulting you because they can not cope with the thought of being ripped away from their comfort zone, that place where they are allowed to just sit and quietly fixate over their obsession.

I'm sure many of you have seen how an obsession can effect relationships....that husband who won't spend time with his wife because he is just "too busy" waxing his vintage car. Having a vintage car is nice, and keeping it in good shape helps to retain it's value, but when the value of your car becomes more important than spending time with your own wife and family, you know you have a sick obsession, because waxing a car even once a day or even detailing it for that matter, should not take longer than an hour and a half tops if you do regular upkeep....

but if every time a man's wife asks him to spend time with her, he is always seen buffing and waxing or under his car....something is seriously wrong. That is an obsession, and very unhealthy. Again there is nothing wrong with having a hobby, but when you become entrapped in that hobby to the point where it consumes all of your time leaving no room for any other daily life activities or people, you have then crossed the boundaries from enjoyment, to obsession....and the wife just might very well leave because she has needs too.

Another example would be the husband who wants to spend time with his wife, or it could be a friend wanting to spend time with a friend, but in this instance let's say husband....seemingly almost every time the husband wants to spend time with his wife, she is too busy talking to a certain friend, or waiting for that certain friend and in between the talking and the waiting if there is no contact with that friend, she will be found sulking about it, even sometimes crying, worrying to death about that said friend. That is an obsession, and very unhealthy and if she were really friends with the person, she would know that it unhealthy to consume all of that person's free time and to be freaking out when she doesn't hear from them. When she becomes more worried about that friend than her own husband or family.

The husband might very well leave in this scenario.

When does it cross over from friendship, to obsession? From general concern, to freaking out? When that person does not contact them, they can not go about their daily life, that is obsession with a person. This can happen to men, women, and children unfortunately. It can be very smothering to the target of the obsession. Imagine, becoming friends with someone, thinking they are really cool, and then one day that person is flipping out because you did not contact them. The first time it happens, you might think that oh they really care, how nice....but what about the next time, and the next time?

How about getting the third degree for it? How about if every time you didn't contact them for a couple of days they became irrationally upset with you? How about if during that time spend without hearing from you they just kept always assuming the worst, just freaking out overly questioning you and assuming things, showing major signs of separation anxiety? Codependency? While that might be someone normal in a marriage for a husband or wife to worry about one another, or about their kids, it is not normal when it extends to friends.

Now what if, you were just acquaintances with someone and this happened? That person expecting you to be there in their life on a constant, to the point where they begin using your own stories, thoughts, and ideals against you to rationalize their sick obsession with you? That is not only smothering emotional black mail and manipulation, but it's toxic.

When you know someone who is toxic, and shows no sign of ever letting up, you would end it right?

If you find yourself in a situation where someone has an unhealthy obsession with you, where you are consuming their thoughts and they are fixated on you constantly to the point where it becomes smothering, you need to get away from that person because they have some serious mental health issues or perhaps have had some emotional baggage and damage and are using you as a security blanket. Either way, something terrible can happen to you if you don't get away from them, and at the very least it's unfair to you to continue associating with them, and while I'm all for being compassionate and trying to heal wounds and lend a helping hand, I draw the line when that person's needs become more important than my own, and when it causes me grief past the point of concern and caring, when it causes me literally grief to the point that I feel repulsed at the thought of speaking to that person....well, then it's time to let go.

Call it what you will, overly clingy, paranoid...whatever make any excuse you want if someone fixates on you, but what it boils down to is obsession. Have you ever had someone in your life that was overly clingy, paranoid all of the time, fixated on something, obsessed? Or even worse, have you ever been stalked and threatened?

Please, if any of this has happened to you, or if you know anyone or have known anyone who has had any type of unhealthy obsession whether it be with you, or a hobby, or an action, object, e.t.c. to the point where it has effected you or others you care about, please leave a comment about it if you care to share, change the names if you need to or just generalize using "he" or "she", "her" or "him", "they", "us", and "we". No need to use names, because it is the topic and the experiences that need to be shared. Perhaps this can help someone escape from an unhealthy situation.

I personally have been stalked before. One time a man I did not know got my phone number and was calling leaving threatening phone calls, said he was going to kill me, sounded very demonic. He then somehow got my address and was driving back and forth in front of my house in a creepy van wearing sunglasses. I called the police, but they wouldn't give me a restraining order unless he actually came onto the property with a gun or physically assaulted me. I thought, great, this guy has to be allowed to kill me first before they will do anything. How backwards. So, I began to feel scared, I at one point didn't sleep for 3 whole days and nights, and I took a huge risk.

I called one of my good friends on the phone and told them that if I tell you to call the police, do it. I stood on my drive way and waited, and waited, then when that van crept by slowly and the creepy guy stared at me as he usually did, I screamed at him...."What do you want from me?!!! If you're going to kill me, do something already!!!! Otherwise leave me alone!!!" I was tired, exhausted, and sick of having to watch my back, and of course I then told him I would kick his blankey blank, lol.

You must know what a woman without sleep can be like? LOL Believe it or not, my confronting him was the best thing I ever did in that situation. I feel that he was feeding on my fear, and it was driving him to continue, and perhaps he was really planning on killing me....but when I stood up to him and was brave and no longer showed fear but then the fear became anger, it was not fun for him anymore, it was no longer feeding his adrenaline, whatever caused him to obsess over me stopped that day....but it continued to effect me for years to come. That was not the first time someone became obsessed with me and unfortunately was not the last.

There is a movie called "in her skin". It's about a girl Rachel Barber who becomes obsessed with another girl Kate Bell who lives across the street from her. Their parents are friends, and Rachel's parents are always making over Kate next door about how talented she is and wonderful she is. Rachel is chubby and Kate is thin and talented, she is a dancer amongst other things, has a boyfriend. Of course she could have become obsessed with her even without these things but in this case these things were present and aided in her obsession. Rachel wanted to be Kate, and in her sick mind, she could not be Kate with Kate being alive.

This is a true story, and this is what happened as a result of her obsession.

Warning, the following video is very disturbing, viewer discretion is advised.


So as I mentioned before, if you know anyone with an obsession or you have experienced any of the above, please leave a comment and tell you story. Have a blessed day to you!



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Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Irrational Behavior : Jealousy, Envy, and Unwarranted Hatred

I'm really tired of people who are so unhappy with themselves that the only way they can make themselves to feel good is to put someone else down. It's truly sickening and irrational behavior. Sometimes it's just out of jealous hatred, or envy or both. Sometimes it's just because they are looking for a scapegoat, someone to dump all of their life failures on. It's so much easier to blame someone else for all of your life disappointments than to look in the mirror and admit that you have failed.

We all have some form of insecurity, but some people just can't come to terms with their own downfalls. To the point where they actually need to use another person as a dumping ground, as a means to delude themselves into feeling like they have no shortcomings.....like "I could not possibly be the problem, it must be "that person"...yeah, it's them, not me who has the problem." Classic denial.

Sometimes this behavior happens with a group of people as a collective mind, and not just one individual. They group together with their similar insecurities or personality hang ups, and then continue to delude themselves to believe that since they are a collective mind set, that they must be superior, or that they could not possibly be the problem. Always looking for someone else to blame, or perhaps they find a common scapegoat to dump all of the blame upon. Whenever something goes wrong, they pin it all on that one person.

We live in a sick time right now, where there is a lot of sickness going on. If you find yourself blaming someone else a lot, or lashing out on a specific person, perhaps you need to look in the mirror at yourself and ask yourself why you feel the need to continuously badger this person and use them as a whipping board.

Think about the fact that maybe, just maybe you could be the problem...that is, if you are one of these people who goes about blaming others or perhaps one person and if you are in a group who is doing this, continuously singling one person out, a person who has done nothing to you personally, always trying to seek some sort of fault within that person, then perhaps it is your group who has a problem, and that problem is not that person....but rather your group as a like minded collective of insecure people.

Those of you who know exactly what I'm talking about.....if this has happened to you, or you have witnessed this happening, please do leave a comment here about your experiences.

No one deserves to become a whipping post for someone else's inability to see their own issues and habitual negative patterns. No one deserves to be diagnosed by someone who is not qualified to be giving such diagnosis and is clearly sick themselves. In my opinion, we all judge to some degree, but some people feel they are above the law, and above human rights. Some people are blind, totally blind and do not care that they have inflicted pain on another, because they do not see that person as human or as having any rights....and those people are not only blind, but are sharing a trait with serial killers.

I have said this before and I'll say it again, you can kill a person in their spirit, you can murder a person with your words. Moral of the story is, don't throw stones when you live in a glass house. Treat others how you wish to be treated, and if you have any compassion for other human beings, stop trying to pick them apart and focus on your own failures instead of trying to find everything you can wrong with them.

If you never let anyone in....how can you truly know how they are when you think you know so much and you haven't ever given them a chance because of your thick walls to block them out?? It is sick to look a person over, see that person is good at something, and hate them for it just because you can not do what they do.

I'm tired of hearing people say things like "There is no way she can do all she says"...jealous because you can not do it? It's sick to be jealous of other people's talents and achievements, just because you feel you are a failure in life, or because you can not do what they can do.

That alone is a block you have put on yourself because of your own insecurities, by believing you can not do something and hating someone else for being able to do it. You can do anything you put your mind to as long as the body is able, including murder another person in their spirit, and when the spirit dies, the body shortly follows.

Then it somehow makes you feel good as if that is a huge accomplishment?? Suddenly you are all powerful because you killed that which you hated because why??? They are not human and you did the world a favor by smothering the person out?? Sick, sick, sick, sick!!! That is seriously demented!!!

Can you not wake up and see that you are the problem with this scenario if this describes you? You have no right, no right what so ever to do that to another human being, no right at all. You have no more right to be here on this earth than anyone else!! Stop measuring people....Just stop it damn it!!! Stop!!! There is nothing more special about you!

If you want to be special, be observant, but not offensive. You want to be special, speak life instead of death. Find good in others instead of negative. Most importantly, stop putting yourself on a false pedestal, and stop trying to find someone to blame because the person you are angry with is in the mirror.

Find some compassion for that person you have been blaming for everything, that person whom you have been projecting hatred upon, the person you have been crucifying who did nothing to you, and tell them you are sorry. Stop holding onto make believe grudges. It makes you toxic, it doesn't make you wonderful. Just because there is a group of people who are willing to agree with you and say you have done good there by shutting someone else down, does not make it correct...it just means you have found a hoard of insecure people just like yourself.

The next time you decide to judge and criticize someone who has done nothing to you, if you have any ounce of compassion for your fellow man, try and consider that the person you are trashing and dumping on might already be going through something....that is if you can bring yourself to realize that they are human too and have just as much right to live and breath as you do, and that they have feelings....you never know what another person is going through or what they have been through and walking a mile in their shoes is never enough.

Don't assume out of jealousy that the person you are hating on has no worth just because you have decided so, if you don't know them or ever give them a chance to breath without smothering the life out of them....how will you ever know?? If you murder that person's spirit....how good would it do you to find out that the person was a long lost relative of your's?

Or perhaps notes could be found in their home that shows they had the answer to the worlds energy crisis? ....but your mind would not allow for them to have that type of knowledge because you see them as less than human, that they couldn't be capable of anything because you can not do it. They could have went on to save the lives of many people. If you don't know them, how can you truly say? If you can not see through your blind hatred, then you won't ever get to know them.

Remember this, you reap what you sew, what comes around goes around....and just because you believe someone is incapable of something, does not make it true....don't lie to yourself out of jealousy. There will always be someone out there smarter, more talented than you are, no matter what your skill set, or lack there of....so get over it and learn to be happy for them, instead of judging and assuming. Stop lying to yourself, and stop lying to others to sabotage them.

Well, there it is in a large nutshell.....this message is for someone and perhaps many people. Those of you who have dealt with people who are sick like this, I'm sure you know what I mean and the ones who are sick this way, will be the ones who get angry from reading this, because they don't want to face reality that they are the ones who have the problem....same exact reason they need a scapegoat. I do hope that this opens someone's eyes.

Again, if you know someone who is sick like this, or have witnessed this type of behavior, or if perhaps you have been at the receiving end of a nasty person who has this sickness....please, please do comment here and share your story....you can change the names of the people involved if need be. I believe more awareness needs to be brought to this.


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Friday, July 24, 2015

Long time No Cute!

I just had to post this since it seems it has been a while since I have posted a cutes.

I just love love love this Ewok Dohggie!




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Tuesday, July 14, 2015

Rights of Writers: Can I Say My Blog Is Copyrighted?: The Basic Nuts...

Rights of Writers: Can I Say My Blog Is Copyrighted?: The Basic Nuts...: A reader asks:  "Can I say my blog is copyrighted?" The short answer is "yes." Any "original work of authorship...

Click the link to read more, I re-blogged this very important piece of information rather than write an article about it myself, as this article linked here says it all. 


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Wednesday, July 8, 2015

Guided Meditation?

I was reflecting on some things today, and I was also thinking about how sometimes we are led to certain things, or more rather how we come across relevancy's during our journey on our paths in life.

Sometimes we just need to laugh about it.

Today upon stumbling across other things I was meant to stumble upon that are completely relevant to my path, I found this video, and at first I felt a bit perturbed by it, because no one really likes things they take seriously to be mocked, but at the same time, it was relevant and it resonated with a current situation I've been dealing with, and because it made total sense in relation to that, I realized on some level in relation to other things, it made sense as well, and then it made me laugh my derriere off in an internal fashion.

Here it is, a guided meditation of F*ck That. LOL



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Friday, July 3, 2015

A Stain on A person's Character is just like a blemish....

A stain on a person's character is just like a blemish, except that while a facial blemish can be removed, a stain on a person's character can remain forever.

I was watching this video (below), and it reminded me of how I feel, but not about not wearing makeup or how I look physically, it's about how I feel inside due to a group of hateful people deciding it was alright for them to attack my character, slander me, and use my intellectual and personal property without my consent.

Breaking their own rules, and then hiding behind newer versions of those rules which they manipulated and changed to suit their desires to cover up the crimes they have committed against me. Yes, they broke the law, and they also committed a moral crime against my humanity.

They took it upon themselves to be as judges, as if they had some sort of degrees in which to judge me. I defended myself, ethically a few times and they made false accusations, and slander upon slander with statements of diagnosis because they did not like what I had to say.

They stone walled me, grouped against me as a means to shut me up. They did not care that they hurt me, and did not care of the damage they had caused my reputation. The worst thing they did was underestimate me in thinking I would sit back and do nothing. Sometimes the person who becomes the most quiet is the one holding all of the cards.

You know, it all began on the insane jealous ramblings of one very sad and miserable person who told lies about me and then used emotional blackmail and manipulation as a means to gain control over what they wanted to have happen.

Guess what, these people fell for it hook line and sinker, and they ganged up on me like a lynch mob. You know what I did?? I said nothing to them in response, I waited and waited in silence and they actually believed I was instructed to do so, when it was actually of my own doing because I did not feel they were dignified enough for an answer.

To you people who turned against me based on the lies and false accusations of one bitter sick person....How dare you judge me! Who do you think you are? Do you think you are qualified to make a medical diagnosis? No you are not, and so therefore you to have made false accusations against me, and insulted me, and slandered me.

You think it's alright to post someone's personal photos without their permission?? Wrong, it's illegal.

It's also illegal to post someone's digital content without their consent, it doesn't even have to be a photo, and to use someone's words and to twist them around and try and put words in their mouth without using all of the facts is really low.

A person says something in anger, explains it, and then you use only what they said in anger and not the rest of it??

Cyber bullying is a crime, defamation of character is a crime, using someone's personal intellectual property, digital or otherwise without their consent is illegal, no matter how many rules you write, re-write, or manipulate, no matter how many disclaimers you add, you can not re-write the law, you are not above the law, and people who live in glass houses should never throw stones.

I know all of the sickly morbidly obsessed hate mongers reading this will be upset, and well, frankly Scarlett, I don't give a damn. You kicked me while I was down, I gave you every ample opportunity to try and right the wrong to some degree so I could retain some of my honor, but you did not see me as human, you did not take my feelings into consideration, nor the law, you thought you were above the law, you thought you could just stonewall and push me into a corner and I would go away and cower down, you enjoyed my pain and misery, never caring what I am going through in my personal life once, never considering anything as far as I am concerned other than you wanted to paint a target on someone's head and I was it....

Well let me clue you in on something....just because a person decides to go silent for a while, does not make them conquered or weak...there is power in stillness.

when you decided it was okay to pass judgement on me, you had no right, not one of you is perfect, not one of you is qualified to make the statements about my character that you did, and just because you have intimidated and manipulated others into your hole of crap, well, think again, you have not won because the only ones playing a game are you, mind games and since no one else is playing but you, you lose. I will not entertain your folly and rebel rousing and childish baiting. Tis I that is going to have the last laugh, because I did not do anything wrong.

You crossed the line in providing my personal feelings and my intellectual property, thinking that you can just post a disclaimer and that would suddenly make it alright....well it's all wrong.

I have a right to free speech to say what I want on my own blog and there is not a damn thing you can do about it as no names were mentioned, and well, I already explained somethings were said out of anger, but I'll bet none of you ever do that, no.

Truth is my weapon of choice....right along side with the element of surprise. I am an upright standing citizen of this United States of America and I don't have to follow anyone on attacking someone, I follow my own path, not your's, you can lead your own selves to destruction and negative garble if you wish to, but you'll not find me there. I don't have time for high school dramas, and people who can't see their own faults but are so quick to bash and point out what they see as flaws in others.

To you who have wronged me...I want to know this....Did you really believe all of those things you said against me???

Going on a guess you answered "yes, it's true, that's what we believe"

My response to that conclusion is this....then you admit that it's just a belief. Wow!

It's really sick that you have to put someone else down to feel better about yourself, only to feel worse about yourself later, I am glad I'm not you and that I'm not like you in that manor. You can't stand me for being a free thinker, for following the beat of my own drum, for being unique, intelligent, and talented. I never said I was perfect though, but for someone else who is far from perfect to try and point out my flaws when they can not even recognize their own or understand me, nor care to understand me or themselves, well.....well.....it's sick. It's sick that you think you have some right to shut other people down, and to just throw them by the wayside. I see sickness there, definitely.

To think, I loved you all, gave you my time and energy for almost 3 years of my life and you put me on the chopping block like that, how quickly those who pretended to be my friends turned on me, and I never did anything to you. I'm not the first person you've done this to either, I see the evidence from the past, it's a vicious cycle for you, drawing blood from others, and you'll never get enough because you are miserable.

You've spent so much time around each other in your little stomping ground trifling up banter that you have begun to take on one another's sick and morbid spiteful nitpicky personalities to the point that it is suffocating for anyone else who tries to join, anyone who is not like you in your obsession with drama mongering. You have a need to find something wrong with anyone who won't partake of your ill obsessions or behaviors, anyone who won't bow to your commands or to you as if you are some high horse calling the shots, telling people how to think, how to feel, how to act, otherwise it is deemed as "not right" or "unstable".

There is definitely a pattern here and I advise you to go out into the real world into the sun light sometime and stop hanging out under each other's arm pits long enough to see how crazy you actually look instead of trying to call someone else mental. I've seen the pattern, how you've done this before, called another person skitzo and worse.

You Should be ashamed of yourselves, grown adults unable to stop hate mongering and blood lusting for the pain of someone who never did anything to you even though that person is not even responding, I mean really. Talk about grinding something into the ground.

You wonder why someone would delete their words....you shove people so far into a corner you make them sorry they shared, going behind them picking apart everything they say, twisting everything around, acting as if you have some right to school someone. Perhaps you should go back to school and learn something about ethics. That is a subject I am highly educated in.

No wonder the other thousands of others don't respond, they don't want to be under the scrutiny of dictators who are just highly miserable people who aren't even happy with themselves.

It must really suck for you to live in a clouded bubble where you must control everything and have things be just so, when life is not that way at all. When your jealousy and fears consume you to the point that you have to hurt someone else to gain satisfaction, to make up lies, and cover up those lies with more lies. I loved you and you threw me away like trash. People are not trash to be thrown away. To think you are somehow better than someone else to the point to where you think you can dictate to them, and that you are somehow judge enough to state that they are not worthy, or damaged goods, well, you are a different kind of creature than me for sure, because I don't have to do that to make myself feel better about who I am because I know who I am.

Lie to yourself all you want, but it doesn't make it true, you are the ones with the problem and my only problem there is your problem with me and the slander and defamation of my character, and your using my face and my intellectual content. I never had to resort to name calling, but you will probably keep on name calling, and in time, you will find yourself alone with no one because after you are out of people to peck off, you will turn on each other, and have before and will again. It's just a matter of time, then you will have no choice but to look in the mirror and say that you are the problem. Very sad. People can be so fickle, and naive at the same time, blind is the word. You need Jesus, Fo Realz!

To all the bitter, miserable people in this world, Hey, wake up, you're not the only one's suffering here, and it's not going to make your suffering go away to break someone Else's life into shreds. Did you ever think just once that the person you are trying to break down might already be broken down and abused? Probably not because you can't see past your own bull, and misery loves company right and if you can't be happy with who you are, why not just lie to yourself and bring them with you into your pit of misery....

I'm right and you know I'm right and if I were wrong you wouldn't feel this truth infecting you under your skin right now in such a way that you are upset about it, you wouldn't be getting as upset over it...but the truth hurts sometimes when you don't want to face it.

It's not the entire group that is this way, just a certain clique or gaggle of geese who do this to others and each other. You know who you are and you know you are guilty and you just can't help yourselves because you're sick with this need to shut other people down and control and dictate and act like a bunch of disgruntled teenagers....and you are how old?

You probably want to just cover it up with nonsense and go and hide behind something, saying I don't know what I'm talking about, but you are wrong, I know what I'm talking about, I'm awake, enlightened, and contrary to what some have said about me, I am not ego centric, I am present in this very moment, and I care about the lives of others, and if I can reach one person, just one person with this message and help them to make a change, then my job is accomplished.

The truth shall set me free.

To my blog readers, I apologize for having to had post this, but it needed to be said....and now for that Video.... Happy Independence Day everyone!!

A blemish can be removed from your face, but when you stain a person's reputation by defaming their character, it's like murdering their spirit, and it's illegal damn it!



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